戴安娜私密录像带曝光，揭秘王室内幕，全英国都被这颗重磅弹炸开了

戴安娜王妃生前一直遭受媒体和八卦困扰，近日，随着8月31日戴安娜王妃逝世20周年的日子越来越近，英国电视四台（Channel 4）又投下一颗“震撼弹”！

他们要公开戴妃极其隐私的50个小时录像带内容，并制成纪录片播出。

纪录片的名字就叫《戴安娜：自述》（Diana: In Her Own Words），将于本周日（8月6日）播出。

而这段录像带的内容极其私密，戴安娜亲口曝光自己和查尔斯王子的性生活、爱上保镖、求助女王遭冷遇、公公菲利普亲王对他们婚姻的爆炸性言论等等……

1992年，为了提高演讲能力，戴安娜王妃接受了演员、演讲培训师彼得·塞特兰（Peter Settelen）的演讲培训。这卷录像带就是这时录下的。

2004年，一场官司之后，录像带回到了培训师塞特兰手中。

Fifteen minutes of footage from the tapes feature in the Channel 4 documentary shown this week. Settelen is understood to have been paid a fee for their use, though he declined to appear in it.

本周电视四台的纪录片中，将有15分钟录像片段播出。据悉，虽然塞特兰拒绝出镜，但他为此获得了一笔费用。

戴安娜王妃和哈里王子

录影带中大部分是戴安娜练习演讲的内容，但也说了很多“骇世惊俗”的话。

以下是Channel 4关于Diana: In Her Own Words的节目预告。

https://v.qq.com/txp/iframe/player.html?vid=s1322523alb&width=500&height=375&auto=0

《太阳报》（The Sun）把录影带中的主要内容整理了一遍，我们从中看到了一个被王室束缚一生的女人，和她缺爱、焦虑、无助，努力追求爱情却不可得的悲剧人生。

❶ 父母从来没说过他们爱她

“My parents, they never said they loved me.”

我父母从来没说过他们爱我。

"There was no, there was always a kiss there (pointing at her cheek).”

什么也没有，他们只是会亲一亲我的脸颊。

"There was no hugs or anything like that.”

从来没有过拥抱之类的表达。

❷ 从小就叛逆，不爱学习

戴安娜说到自己的青少年时期：

“I was a rebel. I always did the dares. I always did the opposite to everybody else. ”

我是一个叛逆者，胆大包天的，总是做和别人相反的事情。

“I wasn't academically interested at all. I just wanted to be with people, have fun. You know, look after people, things like that. I got the prize for the kindest girl in school.”

我一点也不喜欢学习，就是想和人一起玩，比如照顾人什么的，我在学校还得过最善良女孩奖呢。

❸ 因为父亲再婚，她扇过他一巴掌

父亲再婚的消息，戴安娜和姐姐Sarah是在报纸上看到的。她跑去质问父亲。

“He said, ‘I want to explain to you why I’ve got married to Raine’ and I said, ‘Well, we don’t like her’ and he said, ‘I know that, but you will grow to love her as I have’ and I said, ‘Well, we won’t’ — I kept saying ‘We’, not ‘I’ because I was the littler crusader here.”

他说：“我想跟你解释我为什么娶Raine。”我说：“我们不喜欢她。”他说：“我知道，但是你们会和我一样慢慢喜欢她的。”我说：“我们不会的。”——我一直说“我们”而不是“我”，因为我只是个小炮灰。

戴安娜的父亲斯宾塞伯爵（Earl John Spencer）和新婚妻子瑞恩（Countess Raine Spencer）

“And I got really angry. And if I remember right, I slapped him across the face. And I said, ‘That’s from all of us for hurting us’ and walked out and slammed the door.”

然后我很生气，如果我没记错的话，我扇了他一巴掌，说“这一巴掌是代表我们所有人打的，因为你伤害了我们”，说完我就甩上门走了。

“He followed me and he got me by my wrist, turned me around and said, ‘Don’t you ever talk to me like that again,’ and I said, ‘Well, don’t you ever do that to us again,’ and walked off.”

他跟上来，抓住我的手腕，逼我转身，然后说：“不许你再这样跟我说话！”我说：“那你也不许再对我们做这样的事。”然后就走了。

❹ 冥冥之中觉得有重大事情会发生在自己身上

“I knew that something profound was coming my way and I was just treading water waiting for it.”

我知道一些意义深远的事情会发生在我身上。我小心翼翼如履薄冰地等着它的到来。

“I didn’t know what it was, I didn’t know where it was, I didn’t know if it was coming next year or next month but I knew I was different from my friends in where I was going.”

我不知道那会是什么事情，我不知道它在多远的地方，是明年，还是下个月会发生？但我知道我走的路和我的朋友们不一样。

❺ 她初识查尔斯王子时，说他很孤独

戴安娜是在查尔斯王子的叔叔的葬礼上和查尔斯正式相遇的。

“I said you must be so lonely. I said it’s pathetic watching you walk up the aisle at St Paul’s with Lord Mountbatten’s coffin in front. I said, you know, ‘Ghastly, you need someone beside you’. Oh. Wrong word.”

我说，你一定很孤独。看见你走在圣保罗教堂的通道上，前面是蒙巴顿勋爵的灵柩，我感觉很悲伤。我说：“真糟糕，你需要身边有人陪着。”哦，我真不该说这话。

“Whereupon he leapt upon (me), he started kissing me and everything and I thought, ‘Ahh, you know, this is not what people do,’ and he was all over me for the rest of the evening, followed me around, everything. A puppy. And, yeah, I was flattered, but it was very puzzling.”

他突然扑向我，开始亲我。我当时想，“啊，这不是人们常做的事情吧。”然后他整个晚上都粘着我，我走到哪，他跟到哪。像个小狗一样。是的，我有点受宠若惊，但也觉得很困惑。

❻ 查尔斯王子追求她时忽冷忽热

“He wasn’t consistent with his courting abilities. He’d ring me up every day for a week and then he wouldn’t speak to me for three weeks, very odd.”

他追我的劲儿忽冷忽热的，有时候会一周每天给我打电话，有时候一连三周都不理我，很奇怪的。

“And I’d accepted that and I thought fine, he knows where I am if he wants me.”

我接受了这种方式，我想，挺好的，反正他想找我的时候知道我在哪儿。

“And then the thrill when he used to ring up was so immense and intense, drive the other three girls in my flat crazy. But no, it was all, it was odd.”

但是每次他打电话来的时候我都激动得不行，公寓里其他三个姑娘都受不了我。但这就是全部了，很奇怪。

❼ 嫁过去以后，王室对她的态度就变了

“Yeah, my family thought it was great, and so did my friends and so did Charles’s family.

我家人觉得这段关系很好，朋友也是，查尔斯的家人也是。

“They liked me. They were very good to me when I was a guest. It means it changed when I was a daughter-in-law. Positions changed.”

他们都很喜欢我。当我是客人的时候，他们都对我很好，但我成了儿媳妇以后，就变了，身份不一样了。

❽ 宣布订婚时，记者问他们相爱吗，查尔斯的回答让她震惊

“I was brought up in the sense that you know, when you got engaged to someone, you loved them.”

我从小到大接受的观念就是，如果你和一个人订婚，那你一定是爱他/她的。

“The most extraordinary thing is we had this ghastly interview the day we announced our engagement and this ridiculous ITN man said, ‘Are you in love?’”

我们宣布订婚那天最惊奇的事情就是有个可怕的采访，一个荒唐的ITN记者问：“你们相爱吗？”

"I thought what a thick question so I said, ‘Yes, of course we are,’ in the sort of Sloane Ranger I was, and Charles turned round and said, ‘Whatever in love means’.”

我觉得这个问题蠢透了，就摆着上流社会的款说：“我们当然相爱。”然后查尔斯转过身说：“随你怎么定义相爱。”

1981年2月，查尔斯王子和戴安娜宣布订婚消息

"That threw me completely. I thought what a strange question and answer. God. Absolutely traumatised me.”

我当时就惊呆了。多奇怪的提问和回答。天哪。这真的给我留下了心理创伤。

"No, I didn’t dare (ask him about it). Must have been, yeah (frightened). We met 13 times before we got married (laughs).”

我不敢问他什么意思。大概是吓坏了。毕竟我们结婚前只见过13次面。（笑）

❾ 查尔斯说自己不能做唯一一个没有情妇的威尔士亲王

“I remember saying to my husband, you know, ‘Why, why is this lady around?’ and he said, ‘Well I refuse to be the only Prince of Wales who never had a mistress.”

我记得有一次问我丈夫，“为什么会有这位女士（指卡米拉）出现？”他说：“我拒绝做唯一一个没有情妇的的威尔士亲王。”

❿ 菲利普亲王鼓励查尔斯出轨

“My father-in-law said to my husband, ‘Uh, if your marriage doesn’t work out you can always go back to her after five years’, which is exactly, I mean for real I know that it happened after five, I knew something was happening before that.”

我公公对我丈夫说：“如果这段婚姻维持不下去，你五年后还能回到她身边。”真是很准，真的是五年后发生的事，在那之前我就有预感了。

⓫ 关于和查尔斯王子的性生活

"Well, there was. There was. There was. But it was odd, very odd.”

嗯，我们之间有过，对的，有过。但很奇怪很奇怪。

"But it was there then it fizzled out about seven years ago, six years ago, well seven, because Harry was eight."

本来有过的，然后大约七年前就没了。应该是六年前，不对，应该是七年前。因为哈利那年也有八岁了。

“Instinct told me, it was just so odd. I don’t know there was no requirement for it from his case. Sort of once every three weeks and I kept thinking.

直觉告诉我，这很奇怪。我不知道是不是他没有这方面的需求。基本上每三周一次。

"And then I followed a pattern, he used to see his lady once every three weeks before we got married."

然后我找到了规律，那就是在我们结婚前，他每隔三周都会见一次他的情人。

⓬ 向女王求助遭冷遇

戴安娜因为自己的婚姻问题找过女王。

“And I’m sobbing and I said, ‘I’m coming to you. What do I do?’

我哭着说，“ 我向您求助。我该怎么办？”

"And she said, ‘I don’t know what you should do, Charles is hopeless’. And that was it. That was help.

她说，“我也不知道你该怎么办，查尔斯已经不可救药了。”就是这样，这就是她的帮助了。

"So I didn’t go back to her again for help, because I don’t go back again if I don’t get it the first time.”

我没有再次求她帮助，因为如果我第一次求助失败，我也不会再问她第二次了。

"And so over the years, ‘Diana never talks. I never know what’s going on’."

所以这么多年来，她总是说：“戴安娜从来不说。我也从来不知道发生了什么事。”

⓭ 人们看着她哭泣，却不会安慰她

“There’s just nobody to physically scream at. Or someone to put their arms around me — just listen when I cry.”

没有人在我难过时可以让我尖叫着发泄、或者搂着我、安慰我。他们只是袖手旁观。

"I can’t bear people saying it can’t be as bad as that, or we understand — nobody understands unless you’re the individual concerned.”

我不能忍受别人说：“没有糟糕到这个程度”或者“我们懂的”——除了牵扯其中的人，否则没人会真正理解。

⓮ 谈暴食症：我选择伤害自己而不是别人

“They all blamed the failure of the marriage on the bulimia."

人们都把这段婚姻的失败归咎于我的暴食症。

“Said I was rejected, I didn’t think I was good enough for the family so I took it out on myself.”

“我被拒绝了，我觉得我配不上这个家庭，所以我也把这一切都发泄到自己身上。”

“I could’ve gone to alcohol. I decided to do the more discreet thing which would not disgrace the royal family yet ultimately wasn’t discreet. But I chose to hurt myself instead of hurting all of you.

我本可以借酒消愁的，但是我选择去做一些谨慎的不至于让王室蒙羞的事，虽然这最终也不是一个谨慎的决定。但我选择了伤害自己而不是伤害你们所有人。

暴饮暴食成为她宣泄的途径：

“The odd thing was when I was bulimic I wasn’t angry because the anger, I thought, was coming out that way."

"奇怪的是, 当我暴饮暴食的时候，我就不生气了，我想这是因为通过这种方式，我的愤怒才得以发泄。”

⓯ 说到她一生最爱的一个人

戴安娜曾与保镖巴里· 曼纳基（Barry Mannakee）相爱，后者于1987年死于车祸。

“I’ll tell you one of the biggest crushes of my life, which I don’t find easy to discuss.

我跟你说说我这一生爱得最深的一次吧，说这些并不容易。

"When I was 24 or 25 I fell deeply in love with someone who worked in this environment. And he was the greatest friend I ever had.

我二十四五岁的时候，深深爱上了一个在这个环境里工作的人。他是我有过的最好的一个朋友。

“I was always wandering around trying to see him. I just, you know, wore my heart on my sleeve and was only happy when he was around and the rest of it.”

我总是到处找他，只想见他一面。我的爱意表现得特别明显，只有当他在身边的时候，我才感到快乐。

戴安娜和巴里· 曼纳基（Barry Mannakee）

“Yeah, I supposed you could say I did, yes (see him as father figure). I’m sure I did. I was like a little girl in front of him the whole time.”

是的，你也可以说我把他当做父亲一样的存在了。我确实是的。在他面前，我一直都像一个小女孩。

“I mean I was quite happy to give all of this up. At the moment, at the time it was quite something to have all this, just to go off and live with him. Can you believe it? He kept saying he thought it was a good idea too.”

我真的会很开心地放弃所有这一切。那时候我特别希望能就这样走掉，跟他生活在一起。你相信吗？他也总说，这个主意不错。

“It got so difficult. People got so jealous and bitchy in this house and eventually he had to go. It was all found out and he was chucked out.”

然后事情变得很艰难。皇室的人开始变得嫉恨、恶毒，最终他不得不离开。秘密被发现了，他被辞退了。

戴安娜和巴里· 曼纳基（Barry Mannakee）

巴里去世的消息是查尔斯王子告诉她的：

“Charles said to me, ‘He was killed in a motorbike accident’ and that was the biggest blow of my life I must say. It was a killer.

查尔斯跟我说：“他一场摩托车车祸中死了。”这是我一生遭受的最大打击。致命的打击。

“I just sat there all day going through this huge high-profile visit to Cannes, just devastated.”

当时我们在戛纳进行大型访问，我就一整天坐在那儿，心如死灰。

“I think he was bumped off. But, there we are. We’ll never know.”

我想他是被人干掉的。但我们永远不会知道。

她说起自己做过的梦，令人心碎：

“I used to have really disturbing dreams about him. And he was very unhappy wherever he’s gone to, and so I went and found out where he was buried and I went to put some flowers on his grave.”

我一直都做着关于他的噩梦，梦里无论他在哪儿都很不快乐。所以我就想办法找到他埋葬的地方，在他的坟前献上了一束花。

“And the day I did that (laid flowers) the day the dreams stopped. It’s strange, isn’t it? It’s like a sort of recognition.

那天起，我就不再做这些噩梦了。很奇怪，是吗？就像是和他相认了。

戴安娜说：

“I should never have played with fire and I did. I got very burned.”

我不应该玩火，但我还是没能控制住自己，现在我被烧伤了。

Channel 4决定公开在电视上播出的这些内容，激起了全英国的激烈反应。

最先反应的自然是英国皇室：

戴安娜王妃录像带将伤害儿子威廉和哈里：电视四台纪录片引王室震怒

王室传记作家彭妮·朱诺（Penny Junor）对电视四台进行了谴责。她曾为威廉王子和哈里王子等王室成员写传记。

作家不愧是作家，来看看她的比喻：

“stopping to look at a motorway pile-up to look at the gory details”

这就像在高速公路上围观连环相撞事件猎奇血淋淋的细节

彭妮·朱诺写为哈里王子和威廉王子写的传记

她说，电视四台的做法就是“纯粹的消费”（plain exploitation），是残忍（ghoulish）而不道德的（immoral）。

This is just another way of exploiting Diana. It’s not what Charles would want and it’s clearly not what the boys would want. It will be deeply hurtful to them.

这只是消费戴安娜的另一种方式，这并不是查尔斯王子希望看到的，她的儿子们也不希望这样的事情发生，这将会深深伤害他们。

她认为电视四台只是为了收视率（viewing figures up），这将会令公众失望。

戴安娜王妃的传记作家英格丽·苏沃德（Ingrid Seward）也持相似的观点。

传记作家英格丽·苏沃德（Ingrid Seward）

她认为，这段录像将会给王子们带来莫大的伤害，戴安娜当时在录下这段话时，一定未曾想过会被这样消费。

The boys now must feel very exploited and very angry once again with the media and it reflects badly on all of us.

王子们现在一定感觉自己被消费，并再一次对媒体感到愤怒，这将会对我们都产生不利的影响。

但对于公开这段视频，电视四台也有话说：

We carefully considered all the material used in the documentary and, though the recordings were made in private, the subjects covered are a matter of public record. This unique portrait of Diana gives her a voice and places it front and centre at a time when the nation will be reflecting on her life and death.

对于这段材料，我们深思熟虑。虽然这段录像是私下录的，但是主题却是公众的内容。在这个国家怀念戴妃的生与死的时刻，这段对她特殊的记录让她有了自己的话语权，并将其公开于聚光灯下。

《太阳报》的拉夫·李（Ralph Lee）也持相似观点：

The decision to show the tapes has proved controversial but they are an important part of the historical record.

公开录像带的决定虽然颇受争议，但也是非常重要的历史记录。

戴安娜的前私人秘书帕特里克·杰弗森（Patrick Jephson）虽然认为这对王子们是个伤害，但也不失为王妃找到自己话语权（Princess finding her voice）的方式。

戴安娜和私人秘书帕特里克·杰弗森

Bewitchingly, they reveal a thoughtful and often funny Princess finding her voice as the teller of her own story.

他们展示了一个体贴周到的、有趣的王妃，她发出了自己的声音来讲述自己的故事，这很迷人。

这段录像，向世人展示了一个真实的王妃，而不是一个讲话机械般的流利、冷冰冰的王妃。

One of the reasons we remember her, and still want to hear her voice, is that she spoke not with technical fluency but with an authenticity that came from the heart.

为什么我们到现在仍然怀念她、仍想听见她的声音，原因之一就是她说的话从来不是机械的流利表达，而是真实的来自她内心的声音。

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编辑：左卓

实习编辑：李雪晴

实习生：许凤琪

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