已经尽量长话短说了

写完这篇明天要去武汉了。无意中就以这篇作为新学期的开始吧！谢谢朋友们的关注和支持。

To be honest, this account is open for myself, not for somebody else, because I want a place to freely express myself, with ease, with nothing to worry about. Thank you so much for your sincere advice and I have only shared it to my family and some of my close friends just because I want to protect myself and my privacy. In fact, I think there is little I can control if someone come close to me with ill intention. Expressing oneself always comes along with misunderstanding. But the chat with you really gave me surprise comfort and courage, in different aspects.

其实，这个账号是开给我自己的而不是别人。我最初的想法是有一个能够轻松一点表达自己，不用担心太多的空间。我说的是只分享给过，而只把这个账号分享给过我的家人和部分的朋友就是因为我想保护自己。但事实上，如果有人恶意地接近我，我也几乎是不能做什么的。表达自我总是伴随着误解。但和你的对话真的给我很多惊喜，安慰和勇气，各种方面的。

The thing you don’t know is that when I first see you, someone I don’t know for sure, made comments about something I wrote, I felt so upset. I even asked some of my friends but they don’t know who you are. But just until that moment filled with complex feeling I came to realize that I should overcome the uncomfortable feeling when something unexpected happened after I express myself. It is not an illusion that understanding between people truly exists. More exactly, there is a kind of people who truly exist, who are really patient enough to spend their time to try to understand the world, as you do.No matter the stories behind the beautiful songs or ordinary people just like me. And it may become part of a reason I speak out of myself and encourage others to do so. It is a pity if we don’t express ourselves just because we are afraid being misunderstood or hurt by others.

你不知道的事是当我第一次看到一个我不太确定是谁的人，你，评论了我写的东西，我觉得很不安。我甚至询问了我的朋友，但没有答案。但也正是在这个感觉很复杂和奇怪的时候，我意识到我应该学着克服那种不舒服的感觉，那种当我表达了自己却遇到了一些我意料之外的事情的感觉。人与人之间的理解这件事是存在的，不是幻觉，更准确地说，那种尝试去理解的努力是存在的。有像你一样足够耐心的人，愿意努力地去理解这个世界，不论是那些美好音乐背后的故事，还是一个普通人。这可能会成为我之后努力表达自己，并鼓励别人也这么做的原因。如果人只是担心被误解或伤害就不表达，这是很遗憾的事，或许会因此错过很多。

I have listened to the songs you mentioned in the morning, although the DDL is coming. It does not matter because I should be understood and forgiven if my tutor knew that I was doing something important(hhh). For me, I may prefer to listen to the songs with a more relaxed mindset unless I feel so curious about the stories and background. And it does not influence the affection of some of my favorite songs. And you reminded me that I should try to prepare for listening to them with more carefulness and cautiousness. And I think I will find more good songs since then. Thank you.

我听了你提到的歌。即使DDL在催促我，但我应该被我的老师原谅和理解，如果她知道我在做我觉得重要的事（哈哈哈哈真的对不住了老师）。对我来说，我更喜欢轻松地去听歌，除非我真的很好奇。知不知道背后的故事现在还不太会影响我对音乐的喜欢。你提醒了我应该去更加细心地为听歌做准备。谢谢，我想之后我会发现更多好歌的。

As you mentioned the quality of purity, I hope I could share something with you. Someone said “I distain the innocence out of ignorance. But the purity and simplicity beyond the complexity, I will spare no effort for. “ 

关于你提到的“纯粹”的品质，如果可以，我希望自己能分享下一些想法，或许不一定正确。有人说，“对于无知的简单，我不屑一顾；而对于超越复杂后的简单，我全力以赴。”我想相信世界不是污秽的这一点。你也可以完全可以去选择你看待世界的方式。

听别人说会把我写的翻译后再看我真的咯噔一下哈哈哈。感觉用英语和中文写东西我的人格不太一样，这点我觉得有意思，绝不是故意让人看不懂。自娱自乐ing嘻嘻嘻。（以后可以复习一下文言文进行写作吗？