双语美文：你不懂我，我不怪你（余秋雨）
你不懂我，我不怪你
余秋雨
Every one has a death angle in himself,
I cannot go outside while no one can go inside.
I put the deepest secret there.
I don't blame on you that you don't understand me.
每个人都有一个死角，
自己走不出来，别人也闯不进去。
我把最深沉的秘密放在那里。
你不懂我，我不怪你。
Every one has a wound,
I bury the red blood there.
Sometimes deep and sometimes shallow,
Feel like no existence when covered cloth.
每个人都有一道伤口，
或深或浅，盖上布，以为不存在。
我把最殷红的鲜血涂在那里。
你不懂我，我不怪你。
Every one has an experience of love,
I hide my hottest mood there.
Use power and heart,
Moved and sad.
每个人都有一场爱恋，
用心、用情、用力，感动也感伤。
我把最炙热的心情藏在那里。
你不懂我，我不怪你。
Every one has a line of tears,
I collect the sad humiliation there.
Drink cold water and turn out to be the hot tears.
每个人都有一行眼泪，
喝下的冰冷的水，酝酿成的热泪。
我把最心酸的委屈汇在那里。
你不懂我，我不怪你。
Every one has a word of love,
I use the most wonderful language there.
Nervous, upset while full of sincere and courage.
每个人都有一段告白，
忐忑、不安，却饱含真心和勇气。
我把最抒情的语言用在那里。
你不懂我，我不怪你。
You never see the moment I love you the most.
Because I love you the most when I cannot see you.
You never see the moment I am lonely.
Because I am lonely only when you cannot see me.
Maybe I am too able to hide myself.
Maybe I comfort myself too much.
Maybe in your eyes I can take care of myself a lot.
You think selfishly that I can recover soon.
No love,no blame.
You cannot understand me,
I will not blame you.
你永远也看不见我最爱你的时候，
因为我只有在看不见你的时候，才最爱你。
同样， 你永远也看不见我最寂寞的时候，
因为我只有在你看不见我的时候，我才最寂寞。
也许，我太会隐藏自己的悲伤。
也许，我太会安慰自己的伤痕。
也许，你眼中的我，太会照顾自己，
所以，你从不考虑我的感受。
你以为，我可以很迅速的恢复过来，有些自私的以为。
从阴雨走到艳阳，我路过泥泞、路过风。
一路走来，你不曾懂我，我亦不曾怪你。
我不是为了显示自己的大度， 也不是为了体现自己的大方。
只想让你知道，感情不在，责备也不存在。
扬帆起远航，
不负青春梦。
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