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"I read what seduces me, I write what perverts me. "
- Heather Cai -
---"Love Blossoms", Malaysia, 2015.2 | 《爱的火花》摄于马来西亚
This is a 20-mins speech I did on Christmas Day. It is shared in three layers
这是一个20分钟的圣诞演讲。分3层内容与大家分享。
Part 1 The Primitive Feeling Towards the Opposite Sex
---"Virgin", Shenzhen, 2014.4 | 《处男处女》摄于深圳My husband-to-be is with you tonight. I wish. If a tall blond gentleman suddenly pops up to make a proposal to me on this stage right now, I would say YES. It doesn’t need to be on bended knee. What a Christmas wish is that?多希望今晚我未来的老公与你们同在。如果有一位高大的金发绅士突然从这个舞台上蹦出来向我求婚，我会说“好”。甚至都不用跪。这是何等的圣诞愿望啊？！
---"Shy", Yunnan, 2014.3 | 《害羞》摄于云南Seriously, if one day you happen to meet my husband-to-be, please tell him I’m having a Christmas party with you and talking nonsense about him. Guess I’m just in the process of becoming the worst once-in-a-lifetime acting keynote speaker, and the most unqualified.说真的，如果有一天你们偶遇了我未来老公，请告诉他我们一起在圣诞聚会上对他胡说八道。猜我正要成为一个此生唯一最糟糕最不合格的主讲人替身。
---"Curiosity", Malaysia, 2015.2 | 《好奇》摄于马来西亚What if we gossip about someone we really love but doesn’t exist? Like Monk Tang who finally got the real Buddhist scriptures after having eighty-one adventures on his Journey to the West. I’m willing to climb a mountain of swords or plunge into a sea of fire for Love scripture, if there is any. But where is the mountain of swords and where is the sea of fire?要是我们闲聊某个真心喜欢但不存在的人呢？比如唐僧，经历了九九八十一难之后终于在西天取得了真经。如果有爱经的话，我愿意上刀山下火海。但是刀山在哪？火海又在哪？
---"Desire", Shenzhen, 2013.12 | 《渴望》摄于深圳
Attracted by men of all ages in all occupations - from a precocious primary school boy to a late-maturing old workman - I’m now blind fantasizing my future husband in a maze of mirrors. Naked. But who doesn’t like to imagine a crazy and sexy life partner on Christmas Day, especially when knowing someone out there is decorating a Christmas tree or wrapping a Christmas present for a Christmas wedding?不论是早熟的小男生还是晚熟的老工人，好像各种男人都能为我所吸引。现在我只能盲目地幻想着我未来老公光着身子在一个满是镜子的迷宫里转。但谁不喜欢在圣诞节想象一个疯狂又性感的生活伴侣？尤其是知道外面有人在这天装饰圣诞树准备圣诞礼物举办圣诞婚礼？
---"Muddled", Shenzhen, 2014.3 | 《懵懂》摄于深圳This excitement compels me to recall a primitive feeling I had towards the opposite sex in high school during my rebellious year. I was sleeping beside a girl in her bed after playing mahjong late. A good-looking boy was sleeping on the floor at the end of the bed. Later the girl slipped down to the boy’s side. My back cooled. Moments later the boy slipped into the bed. He warmed my back. A great wave started growing between my legs, so overwhelmingly fast that I jumped off the bed and rushed to pee standing on the ground. When I returned with wet pants, the boy asked, “Are you okay?” I said, “Okay.” But the night was muddled in the wildest. “What is wrong with me? What is that?”这点刺激让我不禁回想起高中叛逆的那一年，对异性有种原始的感觉。一天夜里打麻将打到很晚，我躺在一个女孩的床上睡在她身旁。一个漂亮的男孩睡在床尾的地板上。后来，女孩溜到了男孩那。我背凉。过了一会儿，男孩溜到了床上。我背暖了。忽然间，我下面有一股排山倒海般的波浪在涌动。我猛地跳下床，冲向屋外却仍来不及最后站着解决了。当我提着湿裤子回房时，男孩问：“你没事吧？“ 我说：“没事。” 可那一整夜，思绪多狂野多混乱。“我怎么了？那是怎么回事？”
---"Sexuality", Malaysia, 2015.2 | 《性萌动》摄于马来西亚Without receiving any sex education, how would you comprehend this strange feeling? Did you ever have such experiences?没有接受任何的性教育，你会怎么去理解这种奇妙的感觉？你有过这般经历吗？
---"Innocence", Malaysia, 2015.2 | 《纯洁》摄于马来西亚
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Heather is the daughter of a subsistence rice farmer from Fujian Province, China. She tells stories from her experience as one of the poorest. She writes her dream to share with the world, a very personal place. She has now written two English literary novels and is looking to being published in the UK. Her passion is a splendid cocktail or milkshake of word, image, music and art. She likes collecting books, DVDs, papers, stones, shells and leaves. She desires for all forms of natural beauty. She is currently teaching kids chess in Shanghai.
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