一夜暴富的“中国锦鲤”信小呆，现在的生活竟然是这样？
还记得那位集全球独宠于一身的“中国锦鲤”女孩吗？
去年十月，支付宝推出“中国锦鲤”的转发抽奖活动，26岁的微博用户@信小呆中奖，轰动整个网络。如今大半年过去了，她怎么样了呢？
China's luckiest girl last year who won a huge online bonus and enjoyed being worshipped by netizens as a national lucky koi, a fish that represents good luck in China, seems mired in the "consumption trap" anxiety.
当时的这份支付宝豪华“锦鲤”大礼包，包含各种旅游和体验的免单服务：酒店住宿、机票、餐饮券和景点门票，号称价值将近一个亿。
礼包的中奖概率，大概只有三百万分之一，@信小呆可谓当之无愧的“锦鲤本鲤”了。
在确认中奖消息后，@信小呆在微博上回应说“我下半生是不是不用工作了？”
中奖后，@信小呆也一夜爆红，从600粉丝，变成了拥有百万粉丝的微博大V。
A net user under the name of Xinxiaodai, 26, quit her IT engineering job and became a travel blogger. She was followed by more than 1 million fans on Sina Weibo soon after she won an online lottery, which awarded her prizes sponsored by the Alipay mobile payment system in October 2018. The probability of winning is about one in 3 million.
然而，中奖清单也是有截止时间的~ “锦鲤”大礼包奖品的有效期就在今年年底。这也就意味着如果不在规定时间内消费，一切奖品都会作废。
（图源：观察者网）
于是，为了这份限时的“全球免单大礼包”，@信小呆选择了辞去原本在国企的IT工作，开始她的“锦鲤之旅”。
"Does it mean I don't have to work the rest of my life?" she said on Sina Weibo after learning of her win. That has been reposted nearly 800,000 times, with most netizens hoping to borrow some luck from her.
The grand prize featured an astonishingly long list of items provided by 150 Chinese and overseas companies, including flight tickets to domestic and overseas destinations.
With the deadlines to cash all of the awards by 2019, Xinxiaodai rushed to start a round-the-world journey.
转眼，@信小呆已经“逍遥”大半年了，那么她现在过的怎么样呢？
通过她的微博，我们可以看到姑娘的确已经去了不少地方旅行。
一路中拍了不少vlog，摇身一变旅行博主~
美食美景美照，也是能让人瞬间“柠檬”的画风~
马尔代夫、美国、加拿大、日本……这是多少人羡慕的“说走就走的旅行”啊。
然而，前不久，一段采访@信小呆的视频在网上发布。采访中，我们看到了“中国锦鲤”目前更真实的现状……
相比大家想象中“一夜暴富”的玄幻，@信小呆现在看上去并没有大家想象中的那么潇洒。
被大奖砸中的她，如今早已过了兑奖时的兴奋期，反而陷入了疲惫与迷茫。
However, the journey seemingly was not as dreamy as expected.
An interview video of Xinxiaodai posted by Qianjiang Evening Daily went viral on Chinese social media recently, revealing that in the past half year she was hurrying on her journey and worrying about money, which psychologically and physically harmed her. The video has been viewed nearly 12 million times.
采访中，说起这个大奖，@信小呆坦言：其实挺鸡肋的。
@信小呆表示，由于奖品都在一年内必须兑换完，所以她计划着充分利时间，做好旅行计划。但后来发现并没有想象中的顺利……
"I was strongly looking forward to the trips and made trip schedules well at first, but things did not went smooth as I expected," she said in the video.
礼包里的各种福利，其实旅途中的自主权很小，很多奖品只包含一晚的酒店或一趟邮轮船票。这也就意味着，旅行中的其他费用还要自费。
The Alipay awards only covered a small part of a trip such as a one-night accommodation or a cruise ticket of outward voyage, which means she had to afford the majority of the expense, according to Xinxiaodai.
密集的短期旅行与兑奖安排，也让@信小呆的身体一度吃不消。
她曾在微博上写道：“别看照片里的我人模狗样的，实际上我已经因为15个小时的时差，两天两夜没睡着过觉了。”
在凤凰网《七日谈》采访中，@信小呆透露，奖品兑换时间都有期限，有的酒店需要提前两三个月预约；一点钟入睡，两点半就要去赶飞机，不能订晚一点的机票，因为只有这一趟。
由于倒时差，有时候每天睡2到3个小时，导致情绪很不好。
“这一年去的医院，比我以前去的医院次数加起来都多”。
The busy half year sometimes exhausted Xinxiaodai. She went to hospitals more often than before, according to the video.
除了健康亮红灯，钱的问题也让她发愁……
前几天，#信小呆为兑奖刷爆信用卡#上了微博热搜。
@信小呆在采访中讲到，确有此事……
那是在自己和同伴在阿拉斯加乘坐邮轮时，由于她们的信用卡额度低，结果就遇到了信用卡透支的尴尬情况。
She even maxed out her credit card once when she and her friend were on a cruise trip in Alaska, the US.
由于已经辞去了原本的工作，为了能继续实现自己的“环球之旅”，@信小呆不得不开始接广告，来赚取旅行费用。
不过，采访里她坦言自己不懂如何运营，一度让她很迷茫。
至于“锦鲤之年”度过后该何去何从？@信小呆说，目前还没有明确的计划。
In order to maintain the high consumption, she had to start taking advertising. She said that she did not have a clear plan for next year.
网友们有句玩笑话，“何以解忧，唯有暴富。”
然而，人人羡慕的“锦鲤”，生活也不是百分之百的无忧无虑。
即便如此，在很多网友的眼中，她的这种焦虑更像是种“甜蜜的负担”。
不过，在看完@信小呆的采访后，也有一波网友吐槽，支付宝给的奖品“有坑”。
Some netizens commented that the lottery was "exactly a consumption trap." They were surprised that the awards came with so many restrictions and trouble.
有人质疑@信小呆辞职这一决定，表示“人们应该选择真正想要的。她没必要兑现所有奖品啊。选择最重要。”
Others doubted her decision to quit her job, saying that "people have to choose what they really want. She really doesn't need to cash all the awards. Option matters."
有网友认为，不管中了多大的奖，自己开心最重要。
还有不少人表示，大家就别“柠檬”了……
有人则说，无论是否真能“天上掉馅饼”，生活的选择权始终都在自己。
那么，这事儿你怎么看呢？
综合来源：观察者网，Global Times，凤凰网视频、小时视频